Still Wrestling -

The effects of the last post have lingered with me, and I am still wrestling with thoughts of inabilities and resentment. I pull myself up and move forward only to have a trigger and be back to anxiety and fear. Thankfully, I have had plenty of great experiences this week, and I'm really allowing them to feed my soul, hanging on to the goodness for dear life. 

A few Bible verses have kept me centered, and Brene Brown, bless her heart, has reminded me of the strength I have. 

Integrity is choosing courage over comfort; choosing what is right over what is fun, fast, or easy; and choosing to practice our values rather than simply professing them. 

When someone asks you to do something that you don't want to do, choose discomfort over resentment. 

Matthew 17:20, Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.

Psalms 46:10, Be still, and know that I [am] God.