I think I've hit rock bottom - "think" because I don't know what tomorrow or the next day will bring. "Rock bottom" because I am exhausted - emotionally and physically. I cannot handle the trauma cancer has taken on my body and soul. I woke up this morning feeling exactly as I did my very last chemo treatment. I know I'm about finished with radiation, but honestly - this is one hell of a way to live.
If you have any energy to spare, please send it in the way of prayers and positive thoughts. Please.
The sun has to shine, someday, but when?
“The
light at the end of the tunnel is not an illusion. The tunnel is.” ~Unknown
"When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always get worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad they have to get better." – Malcolm S Forbes
ReplyDelete(I was a student of yours at UVSC twice, and I've been reading a lot about your struggles through the cancer... You are such a strong woman!) April Lewis Moyle
Dear Ronda, I remember watching Karen Ashton going through the dark days you're experiencing. Now, past the pain, the utter weakness and debilitation of it all, she can tell others that it ends and there is light at the end of the tunnel. At Women's Conference last year she spoke about the power of scriptures in our lives as women. She told us that when she was too weak to read, she would lay the scriptures on her chest and say, "I will be back." And she is. I love and pray for you my friend.
ReplyDeleteMarina Spence